In At The Deep End: A Novel

· HarperCollins
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* A Finalist for the Bollinger Everyman Wodehouse Prize for Comic Fiction * One of Autostraddle's Best Queer Books of 2019 * 

A deliciously disarming debut novel about a twenty-something Londoner who discovers that she may have been looking for love—and pleasure—in all the wrong places (i.e., from men).

Julia has had enough. Enough of the sex noises her roommate makes. Enough of her dead-end government job. Enough of the one-night stand who accused her of breaking his penis. The only thing she hasn’t had enough of is orgasms; she hasn’t had proper sex in three years.

So when Julia gets invited to a warehouse party in a part of town where trendy people who have lots of sex go on a Friday night, she readily accepts. And that night she meets someone: a figurative artist who also happens to be a woman.

Julia’s sexual awakening begins; her new lesbian life is exhilarating. She finds her tribe at queer swing-dancing classes, and guided by her new lover Sam, she soon discovers London’s gay bars and BDSM clubs—and the complexities of polyamory. Soon it becomes clear that Sam needs to call the shots, and Julia’s newfound liberation comes to bear a suspicious resemblance to entrapment . . . 

In at the Deep End is an unforgettable and audacious odyssey through the pitfalls and seductions we encounter on the treacherous path to love and self. 

Ratings and reviews

2.0
2 reviews
Ruby Kibitzky
June 4, 2019
The Least Sexy Sexual Awakening I received a copy of the book for review. This is a coming out story set in an enlightened, if snarky London. When the hero of this story, comes out to her mom, her mom says "I am delighted that you're a lesbian, Julia. All I've ever wanted is for you to be interesting. And now you are." Such millennial quips are a tiresome presence throughout the book, diminishing the raw moments. Does anyone actually talk that way? This is a book about sexual awakening that is not the least bit sexy, perhaps because it is too busy judging kink and open relationships. After her first SM scene Julie feels both "fulfilled and revolted." Her reflection; however, deep dives into the latter. "She got a kick out of insulting me and scaring me and causing me physical pain." The scene was by all accounts consensual - with a standard safe word discussion. At the very end a more complicated and nuanced view arrives; however it feels largely unearned.
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About the author

KATE DAVIES was born and brought up in north-west London. She studied English at Oxford University before becoming a writer and editor of children’s books. She also writes comedy scripts, and had a short-lived career as a burlesque dancer that ended when she was booed off stage at a Conservative club, dressed as a bingo ball. Kate lives in east London with her wife. In at the Deep End is her debut novel.

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